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We won the first game in intramural basket ball competition. But the victory doesn't give much happiness. I feel like I'm Dumn. I might the best player in my team but I play like dumn ass. I did score.....but It didn't make me feel like I did.

I promise to myself....I will practice and gain my jump back before my next game on Sunday. so It means I still have 6 days to prepare for my next match with absolutely stronger than what we just defeated. But with me as what I were, I beleive I could defeat them. 

Then wish me a luck....Ha ha ha ^^ LOL.......

I will practice more and more

First day in IUPUI was good.......I always like when the School / Uni starts again. So I don't have to stay at home and do nothing. I'm so boring in my winter break. Most of my time was sitting in front of computer watched animation and slept in bed. Then IUPUI Starts, it means it is the tiime to find where can I get a free lunch . It's kind of fun and challenge, because you need to seek and look at the information in every department in IUPUI. Also.....I have my Chili Sauce which I brought from Indonesia with me every day. Just prepare for emergency free pizza.....

Ok....Forget about free lunch......

I have problem with my knee....It's killing me.......I can't move in basket ball's game like I used to...because every time I try to move Its hurt. Then the terriable one is I lost my jump ability.....I play like girl.....I could play like I used to play before I went back to INDO for summer break. I was quick and strong enough to break down the insider defend. I might quicker than XIao Chen....IF I jump like nobody could stop me....just drive the ball and lay up,  got no one block my ball. 

But now....I really play like GIrl....CAn;t even jump to rebound.....

Actually I admit it....All my friend said I play so rough...yup....that how I play in INDO...some times I don't even to if I use my elbow to hurt some players. Of course They tried to hurt me back but I feel like they started it first so I play more rough to them...MY BAD.... I always almost get into fight if I play like that...because I don't feel like I will lost if I start to fight.....But actually all is my fault I just don't realilze that I play like that...Some of my friends always try to notice me before I start the game...then I always try to play like what they said.........

I was play with Xiao Chen and Ignas last Friday in Jan 6. Xiao Chen might feel so mad because I play so bad like girl....I did a lot of mistakes those I never did when I still have my strength.  Any way Xiao also said some shits in there too..........Just make me more piss off....while I was so piss off about my strength....I need you guys support and I really appreciated if you guys do not talk  curse to me. EVen if my best friend talk curse about me I will feel so bad.

I will try to work out more constantly and try to gain my strength back.......

I really miss it...........and I feel really jealous with other player who is shorter than me but can dunk whenever he wants in game. I feel useless......

I also concern about finding a new job......I'm not working as mentor any more....try to find a new experience outside cAmpus. I want to use my opportunity that I got from applying A working PErmit. But It isn't that easy to get job while I"M not AMerican.

Then wish me a lot of luck.........ha ha ha .....

Chrismast day ......UPssssss....Alone at home..WAtch animation movies.

Miss spicy food..... a lot...

Any Way..Where are my friends..?????????

.....................Final....almost done...I'm so Happy....I just get 2 more finals.and I will be free.......

Finally I get my own apartment and room...........I don't have to occupied any place more.........I really got what I want.....clean and neat apartment.............naughty and suitable roommate........Clear my own stuffs (do whatever I want).......Do not have to clean other's.............. so neat in my place.........Not only that I also get internet cable also digital cable.......so I have all .............then I don't have to go to IT building everyday , everynight.....stay at home and do a homework is better than go to IT...................

ha ha ha ha.........I'm so happy for all my new home except my computer doesn't work at all hiiks hiiks..... I use My roommate's computer............I need to format all my computer.....

Damn good...............I love my room........my apartment.......ha ha ha ha ha ha.............